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It's Weird stuff really. I got my timetable and was confused, 'coz of the photography class now in the morning. Early morning. Arghs. So I kinda have double study times occasionally. Theres something or someone in all of my classes that make me feel awkward.

Like..
Textiles :: all the year12s is....weird, and they just look so... Yea.
English :: person....
Design :: so many people I don't. And they didn't even take it last year. I'm so thankful for Gili or it'd be boring as! Although I think I embarassed her with all my talking weirdness today
Maths :: several factors here...
Photog :: yet to be confirmed but I'm stuck with person. Again. Arghs

So far.... Maths is the only sub where I've got an asian next to me. Just a random comment of something i realised. It's quite funny as well though. Kinda just zoned out today.

Art rooms this year won't be open to 10pm anymore T_T so I don't know if i can survive . I did a dramaic "nooo" in class with Gili and got the awkwardest stares...teacher was amused as usual. Think shes used to me after 3 years. Hahaa.

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I think I'm missing msia already. I nearly teared when saying bye to mummie manda, and daddy dal and phoebs and teresa. Just super weird the thought that after that meet up (the night before I flew off to Penang), that, we all are going separate ways, well you guys, half are staying in kuching at least. We're soon gonna be all in uni, and after that working and starting our own lives. . . It does seem a long time(to me) since I left kuching to start schooling again in nz. But the future seems so close. It's so hard to imagine growing up into that stage. I really love how the last two times I've been back in msia, that we all just chat as if I've never gone and that it's just like old times. :D I miss you guys.

Mummie Manda : All the best for SPM. You'll be awesome. Get a scholorship to nz ae? :D then I can finally play baddy with you. (Though you will smash me) :O I'm still thinking bout france. Annd, also that I'm expecting a sampan to come soon..? :P

Daddy Dalia. : I still don't get how I got my deep voice from you. But it was super funny watching 'tron' . At least my mummie found daddy? Since I was telling mummie that daddy would approve of me going off to france at the end of the year. Hahaa! You're finally a girl now. Yay! Oops, I meant...a man. P.s. Living costs here is expensive. I worked a full week and earnt more than usual, but "low" compared to others, but when convertd to RM...it'd be spending luxury.

Beefy Phoebe : If I remember right....you're meant to be coming to nz :P pahaha. I still remember the story bout 'red eye' that you told me ages ago. And, I actually believed that story. Oh gosh. Children wild with imagination? XD

Shorty Sasha : I guess you'll always be shorter than me? :P jokes man. You're awesomely funny, and as we know is a bully to cyn in class? XD I still don't get why you like your brainfreezes, but everyones different ae ? :P

Crazy Cynthia : I still have your quote. And, whenever someone talks about abs, I kinda crack-up and remember your comment on what type of abs you like. XD such a shame you couldn't come out after D; . Pooeys. Hope you're having fun in beijing! And...shrink a bit :D

Cute Chew : You just like being cute don't you. :P hahaa. Chin up you. Haha, you were really helpful for getting shoes. And, I can't believe I lost to you on that bet. :D oh well I guess. We'll see next time.

Sadly, I will not be going back to malaysia for a long time, 'coz, me ish keen for overseas :D tehe. So you guys have to visit me. 'Kay..?

Ugh, I just thought that I'd just write this here, to stop it from bugging me. . . . Doesn't matter much if you read this or not. Here we go.

You.
I've known you for...ages. Theres been on and off times, just like normal. But usually it's fine after awhile. I still remember last time, when you helped me when I needed it. It wasn't nescessary of you, 'coz it was my punishment. But you did it anyway. And now, it's been ages. When we talk, it's almost like usual. Except for one thing. The question "how are you?" Seems just nearly like a rhetorical question. Most people skim it. But, I did expect a tiny bit more. Like, not to two face and say one thing to me, and another whole story to the rest of the world. Like...really? I guess times passed. But, I am somewhat disappointed in you. Especially throughout the years. . . .